Saturday, September 8, 2007

i dont know how long i can last.
my hair falls off non-stop.
people abusing me non-stop.
everyone ignoring me non-stop.
it already feels so normal.
what can i do?
has the time realli come for me to stand up and end all the nonsense once and for all?

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i have thought through so long, and realise it's the people around.
for all these years, i have upheld all moral values possible.
i help all in need.
i gave a poor kid money cos he din had enough to top up his ez-link card.
i helped the bookshop people everyday.
i listen to what u all say.
fine.
but i realise people around seem to be worse.

one gets tortured too much, too long, and very soon...

... i must do something.
no more being a slave to all.
i may be silent for so long, but i can think so much more.
but i'm afraid i cant stay like this any longer.
my sister getting kicked out of the house.
she used to suffer the brunt of all the insults.
very soon, once she leaves, i will be taking the insults in her place, 100%.
finally, time for me to stand up to everyone. but it's so long since i did that...
especially since i've been bullied for 10 years,
im glad to even be alive.

dont think i dont know anything.
i know too much.
also another reason why i keep 'silent' -> my mouth that is
so many times, i felt like i couldnt do anything, cos i had no power.
after thinking through it all, to hell with power, who needs it?
it does no good, as i have seen for years.
so many abuse power, i cant stand looking at it anymore.
i finally remember: i am one who truely understand.

6 years ago, i, along with 39 others were saved by a teacher.
we grew up to be the same kind now, united by the same teachings we were imparted.
*heard of people despising my kind years ago.. i just dun get it, we do no wrong nor harm, yet we are despised?*
i feel a sense of urgency to save others now...
shall i save u all, or do otherwise?
i realli dont know.
might help if u all give me some reply or smth,
though my hopes of getting one is so slim.

it happens so often: doing something and facing no obstacles, but it doesnt mean you are right.

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